I guess I have been avoiding this update post...but it is time to let it out.
We finally heard back from our social worker and the birthmother who had it narrowed down to us and one other couple picked the other couple. The reason we were given is that she felt a deeper connection with the other couple. We were expecting this, but that doesn't mean that my heart doesn't break a little when I type these words.
I have been copping fairly well...keeping myself busy with new Jazz It Up inventory and work at the boutique. It's funny because I guess you could say that Jazz It Up has become "my baby". I hope things are going well with all of my blogger friends...keep me in your prayers and as always I will do the same for you. :-)